November 10, 2011

Yes, perhaps knowing the obvious fact that some people judge someone from the appearance first is a common thing you may find in most guy in this entire Planet, but if we try harder to look into what sort of good samples we can take from that fact is that, with appearance of a girl that fits with what the guy’s want, surely the guy will feel comfortable with napping on the laps of a girl he dreamed of, rather forcing to be someone who’s easy to get, but didn’t get the expectation. Continue reading

August, 19 and August, 22 2011

 

Coming home again..

Only take countable days, I start a new post already. Some of the getaways would occur by listening to good musics, singing, playing PC games for sure. Now, in this world, for my current issue, I only have two choices between whether I’ll do the chaos for retrieving her or just to make her a total doom. I don’t know why the hell I still have the ‘retrieving’ option, since they just messed me up pretty damn fucking bad and somehow I still going against all my forsaken dignity. What is worth, only good memories, it’s just a fucking good memory that strengthen all the good thinking while a never ending revenge is burning and flows my whole mind and heart.

Like in the Sims, my lifetime aspiration would be the ‘Fortune’ type. “Fortune Sims want to earn money, gain promotions, marry a rich Sim, and put their income towards new household items.” less likely but the thing is, like the previous post (which reminds me, I haven’t continue that post). I should really focus on this one to achieve my total cool plan, the Tchaikovsky firework. But I guess this is the times where I have to fight procrastination, take a shower and pray 5 times a day. Continue reading

Kertas yang sedikit-tapi-tidak-begitu Kotor

Di belakang Bandung Indah Plaza a.k.a. BIP, entah itu namanya Jl. Merdeka juga, yang pasti itu semacam jalan dari Riau langsung menuju Aceh (note: beberapa orang tidak tahu seberapa panjang Jl. Aceh tsb dan bahkan saya pun baru tahu kalau itu adalah Jl. Aceh ditinjau dari Wastukencana o_O). Ada seorang tukang parkir, sebut saja si ‘Tukang-parkir-yang-waktu-itu-mempayungi-saya-ketika-hujan”, umur dia/beliau sepertinya cukup lanjut namun ketika setiap saya melintasi jalan tsb, orang tsb selalu dengan ramahnya melambaikan tangannya dan senyum mengingat waktu hujan pernah saya kasih 5000 (baca: lima ribu rupiah, yaeyalah wtf jitak*) dia sepertinya bahagia sekali karena biasanya 1000 dan beberapa tukang parkir menyebalkan mendapatkan 2000 rupiah. Mungkin mengingat mobil saya plat nomernya cukup menarik perhatian dan waktu itu saya bilang ke tukang parkir tsb  “Bentar saja, saya mau beli kue dari Starbucks untuk ulang-tahun teman saya” (sebut saja Fafa) (lho, berarti 1 tahun yg lalu ini kejadiannya huahua).

Sungguh terlalu (Rhoma I.) dengan melebihi 4000 dan memberi senyum lebay ke orang tsb, saya jadi selalu dapat good-mood booster setiap melewati jalan itu karena mengingat ada seorang tukang parkir yang melambaikan tangan ke arah mobil saya (Hii.. (bukan homo)). Ternyata uang atau duit atau money atau sebut saja kertas yang sedikit-tapi-tidak-begitu kotor itu memang memiliki semacam potensi atau kekuatan, hmm, mengapa, ya mungkin karena kehebatan kertas tsb yang bisa ditransformasi ketika kita sedang lapar, ketika kita sedang haus ketika kita sedang menginginkan sesuatu, bahkan material sampai ke non-material.

Post to be continue.. (to be continue ketika sudah punya kertas tsb dalam jumlah yang banyak xD)

No More

Day and night I dreamed and keep dreaming about the past that has done a very significant change to my life. But somehow the waves between the good and the bad is quite a tremendous fight. It feels like that every hour I kept getting choices, for e.g. “Hmm, now in this hours of timing I think I’ll think about the good side of the past.” but after few hours or day suddenly it all changes whole upside down. It has already been like in this tricky situation since before the car tragedy, but do believe that it’s getting more, puzzling. Continue reading

Seven, Eight and Nine.

“Live fastdie young”

Just like the way it is, we died, like them. There’s no turning back, to the old days.

“I’ll die before I’m 25, and when I do I’ll have lived the way I wanted to.” -Sid Vicious

So fucking what? I had a good time back then, now it’s just finding a proper living and gaining reputation from The Revolution. :)

PS: I won’t die before I’m 25 literally xD ; In fact I was hoping to get into that Forbes list.

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